Grace Kelly

I think it is in the way I present myself

How I quote- "Come off" to people

And to be quite honest I really do like it that way

I mean, I never intended it to happen, but so it has

And so it shall remain

Last Tuesday made me think, why is it people try to so hard cover up their true selves?

Or emotions in this case

I'll admit it, I sat by that telephone for almost 48 hours hoping you'd call

Something I had told myself years in advance I'd never do

And that's when I asked myself..When does it end?

If I don't stop for a second and recognize the hipocrit I have become, who's to say I won't ever get over this

And there it was

In the calm feeling that lurked through my pitch black room

I pushed the red bitton in so hard, as if releasing all my anger, hostility, and fustrations with it

It's the sense of closure that I want

It doesn't matter, whether it'd be an end or even a fresh start

Just the feeling of knowing the answer

When it was virtually impossible to get it on your own

So I'm guessing this is another lesson learned

Be careful, you're the only person who has the time and desire to look out for yourself

And trust me, no ones doing that for you

Not even the people that claim to it