Just for a While

Someday I hope we can all look back
And be reminded of how we might have never realized it
But we got what we always wanted
So I'm not afraid anymore
I know now that no matter how much I try
I can't hault the inevitable
And the funny thing is I really thought I was capable of doing it
I just never comprehended that I was never in the drivers seat
Even though in my heart and mind I felt so
So I learned to smile more these days
Because to be honest it's gotten everyone fooled
And for the first time it feels good to take a back seat
And I find it more thrilling to see things looking in
Rather than being rapped in it
And I laugh now
Not only because they have no idea
But just because their thoughts are so predictable
Their movements too thought out
The truth is -
We are all possibly living a great amount of lives
Though only making it through one
And capable of experiencing it all
But only if you're able to let yourself put the breaks on
And let someone else take the wheel
..just for a while



I can't believe that today I'm the same person who 5 months ago that said "No" and sadly now I'm giving in
Anyone going through the same thing can understand that the worst part is the way you feel after
And too bad you don't have a time machine to go back and think things out first
I call it a lack of judgement
And in this case it happens quite often
From the time you wake till the time your head hits the pillow
You're in a constant battle with yourself
And as the day proceeds things most often tend to go down hill
But so fast you make so many wrong moves because your flustered
We're not the type to think on our feet
Which in these circumstances can be a very bad thing
WE are also faced with the constant struggle
Of knowing in the back of our minds how long it took us to get here
And how quickly we could be left alone again
Felling empty and full of regret
But what we all have to remind ourselves of
Is that in many cases and in many problems we come across
We're are usually our worst enemies
And to blame for the way things turn out
But the beauty of it all is that
We can also be our own saviors
And rise to see a new day
Filled with the tings we've been yearning for so long