Published May 30

As the sun hits my back on this late May afternoon,

I am thankful to still be here

And tomorrow it will be all the same

As I get to spend an entire day with my sister and unborn nephew

Today under the warmth of the sky, I felt someone reach over and touch my back

And as I looked up to see who it was

I was greeted by a warm smile from the clouds

One that I used to know all too well

And it reminded me of why I get to be here still

Why I should be greatful my time wasn't taken as soon as others

So for now I want to say to the person I know who was smiling at me from the clouds..

I still think about you everyday

And I can't remeber a time that I didn't think about you as I walked home from school
Or relaxed under the sun like today
And as I smiled back

The sun grew stronger on my face

And I felt beautiful..

Dreaming in the Court

I think she is real

Only not in the way that I want her to be

She is me

I am her

Her story is mine as well

But in a different light

And I never quite realized someone else in this world could feel how I feel

Maybe this isn't your story, but you heard about it

Or maybe you made it up and hadn't thought you were writing someone elses story

My Story

In my mind there is no difference between you or me

We came from the same place, sharing the same things

Only thing was I was living with a stranger

And when you left I din't feel anything

And as fast as you left you came back

I guess it was God's way of trying to tell us it wasn't your time yet

And I was glad

But soon you turned into a person whom I always hated in my dreams

The kind of person who left their past behind them

Almost like it didn't matter

Only it does

It matters to me

It matters to all of us

So I hope you two can be happy together without looking back on your past encounters

But soon enough you'll see your past demons will come running back to haunt you in your courtyard dreams