On a day off..

Things have gotten a whole lot better

Today I recognized how much I've changed

It's been a week

And the best one I've had in a really long time

I'm no longer worrying about what's coming next

For the first time- this change was good

It's almost amusing how much of myself I see in him

The way he talks about life and happiness

Is what I felt like I've been trying to say all along

I guess I had thought I found myself

And I was dissaponted and almost scared to accept what I was going to have to live with for the rest of my life

But I'm noticing now how wrong I was

So from today on, I'm taking a little time to reinvent myself

I know I'll begin to fall into old habbits, but these things happen

It's a part of the process

That I'm not to sure how long it could take

And it might take me forever and I'm ready for that

I'm ready for whatever

Because it's taken a huge struggle to get myself here again

And I'm not about to let it slip away again